officially freaking out

i have been so busy lately that i haven't really had much time to think about the marathon. well, today, i thought about it.

i thought about it...and i'm officially freaking out. it can't possibly be this sunday. my heart is racing and my stomach is doing flip flops.

i bonked during the 20 miler. i missed two runs last week and only made it 6 out of the 8 miles i was supposed to do over the weekend. i'm not ready to run this. my legs and feet are shit. my mind is elsewhere. i'm freaking out.

please, just let me finish...